Angry!!!

I should't be angry though. I'm 99.2 lbs and I should be really happy, but no. I'm angry and scared. They won't let me be thin,they watch me all day. Yesterday night I was doing so well. I ate only half plate of noodles and suddenly my father started screaming at me that this isn't right, and that I can't exersize only and not eat at all,and that eventually I will break and start eating everything and become a fatty. That's great, that's really great dad!!And made me eat 3 pieces of rusk with some kaser. Not a lot of calories but that's not the point. The point is that I started beeing a little proud of myself without great effort (I don't try a lot not eat, I'm just not hunrgy)and they want to ruin it!!I know what I want and no one's gonna stop me.
PS I ate almost one fish for lunch and that's it for today.Kisses beauties!!!!!!

At last some progress...

I'm 101,2 pounds. I lost something AT LAST! I eat one time the day, a small amount of food, and then nothing. And I exersize everyday.Lets see some more progress.Come on!!!!!!!!!!


"Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I’m gettin thinner"
Lily Allen