I finished my workout and I managed to burn 400cals (could be better,anyway...).So now I'm going out with my lovely boy and I'm really concerned about what am I supposed to drink in order not to gain calories.I will see... That's it for today, cu tommorrow,smouts...

I NEED INSPIRATION :-(

Hello beauties!! So as the tittle says I really need some inspiration from someone close to me.When I have people around me (especially my boyfriend)who tell me all the time "oh, you are so thin" or "you r fine why don't you eat,I get really angry. Like I don't know when I'm fine, and right now I'm not.I'm fat!!! And I'm obligated to take these contraceptive pills that make me fat even If I don't eat, even If I exersize, my thighs are like two fat bottles.
Today I've consumed 700-750 cals but I'm going to exersize this evening and burn at least 500 of them. Kisses sweeties....

Frastration again!!! :-(

Good morning ghildren! So today I wake up and see that I weight one pound more than yesterday. How can this happen????Damn... I'll try harder today. So far I've had one coffee (40cals), and eaten one boiled egg (80cals),2 slices of turkey (60cals) and one bite of spaggheti because I was cooking and I had to taste it to see if it was ready (it was a small bite so I guess it's about 50cals, i don't know). 230cals so far. I'll try not to pass them for today.Kisses...

Here I am again. I worked out for about an hour by running and that's about 350cals.It's not enough but I couldn't run more. I hope I won't eat nothing until I go to sleep. I may drink only a glass of wine because I'm going out with my boy. So kisses dears :-))

Hi!!

So this is just a journal I will use while I'm desperately trying to lose my extra weght. I will write down the calories I comsume and the exersize I have. Oh and my measurements. So here it is:
Height:5'3"
Weight:103,4 pounds.
Waist:22,8 inches.
Hips:36 inches.
Thigh:21 inches.
Uper arm:9 inches.
Neck:11 inches.
Wrist:5,3 inches.
BMI:18,1
My highest goal kilos:as lower it can gets...
As you can see I have a VERY BIG problem with my thighs and my hips, they are huge cause of my bodytype, bullshit!As far I've eaten some potatoes in the oven with very little meat and some vanilla ice-cream (700cal all of them). I'm going for a coffee with my boy and then I'll exersize as long as I can.CU sweeties...