Good evening! I haven't written for a while but since I didn't make any progress what's the point? I exersize every day, and I started working at a cafe, which includes much walking and going up and down a stair all the time. I suppose I'll gain some money cause at the present time I'm broke, and I'll stop thinking food. The only good thing that happens in my life is my boyfriend. My amazing boyfriend who tries all the time to convince me that I'm thin, that I'm beautiful. He doesn't know how I feel about it... I'm fat, ugly and short.Really how can my legs be so short and fat while my upper body is so skinny? I think someone has taken two pieces from two different girls, stuck them together and HERE I AM!

Ok, enough blablabla. Take care and be strong!Smouts!!!